dead bolt

if my door is locked
it means i was dancing last night
but if i answer
the music wont be as loud.

take into account
that i am a woman.
does that happen
when its seamless?
wait, wait
does that happen?

haha, no.
and thats why im laughing.

the only reason i believe in a god
is because something has to see this.
o read it
yea fuck off
see it, some movie....
oh yes do you know how much time that takes?
even if yes again
affirmative
yes doesnt mean i am telling the truth

kerry powell will know all
but he'll never forget my letter.

i want to die inside a broccoli cart.
cooked or raw?
bite the taste change
how does that happen
someone knows
but im the one thats eating it.

you all with your fucking music.
make it. be a ...............................composer.
say it outloud with just you and then
tell me about your fucking music.

hey shit man
this album doesnt come out till march
but i got it.
and i love it.
and i fuck the people in the ass who make it.
god i love it.
i go to shows
yea maybe thats how they make it
they dont care about you
but ill idolize them
and think about me
in front of my god damn box
reliving the same things
i felt
for free.

it costs nothing.
you know youre on top.
one leg left
one right
rocking it back and forth
wishing the drop outside the window
before it comes.

ever pause
at planes
at sirens
at the emergency
yes of course you do

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