to the skin

i just figured out why i do this

ive been trying to write a story about you megan
and its not the best but you're whats on my mind
so i hope, eventhough after so long there has been nothing
but bad e-mails and depseration and love
because you're the only one that checks
i hope you check again.
the world is big, but there are only so many people you really think about.


if i am history now
I'm listening to Paul Simon
like a young girl hooked on an american icon
(something like televsion and magazines)
an eigth of a beer left
(if you cant come up with that disjuction)
to leave me in my own
no more fat boy cause he cant go slim without an addiction.

slip sliding away
come back now to the piece of you that you cant remember
slip sliding away
if i cant remember what am i sliding from
slip sliding away
towards
you know the nearer your destination
the more you slip slidin away

i wish the voice was so smooth to explain
these are the very words she uses to describe her life

dolores, slip slidin away

my love for you is so overpowering that im afraid i might dissapear

a good day aint got no reign
a bad day
is when i lay in bed and think of things that might have been


never been a parent.
from what i know, i dont know what that feels like.

then theres god and life
the voice can make someone calm
for four minutes and 43 seconds
then you're on your own