hence commencement

chicks that drink. / like beef.
good god, in the male right mind, you're right. what's wrong with us.

There are things that you become aware of. This has nothing to do with beef. I've strayed from such a post-graduate existence for positive mental health accord.

I re-read these things immediately and dont know what they mean.

take notes in multifaceted color sharpie scheme....they're less intensive on the written page that ive grown impatient with.

i went to a meeting for the kick off of SEC (Student Environmental Center) tonight. I was feeling apprehensive. For whatever reason, i view activist groups as extreme intimidation. I participate in these groups to learn more and do things that i could never discover on my own. I like to be a team player. Awareness is the best tool. (Super Size Me?) None the less, you go in thinking, is my philosophy of just learning enough?

I've talked with my sis about what it means to be an activist, and I concentrated on my experience in an anit war NYC protest thru miami's Student for Peace and justice. Right now ive been searching for the dates and the objectives...searching for them because i can't remember myself, which initiates my point but still leaves me without a progressive state of reference. basically, i wanted to meet new people and get a free trip to new york and ended up with an ongoing obsession to become involved. its actually beautiful to the process: plant the seed, get the growth.

since ive myself lost the objective, as most do with language of the pollitically correct...
it doesn't matter. the language. the intimidation. the lack of confidence in speaking of issues the way issues are so often addressed. but it does, in the end.

The organization to make things happen is the organization that is lacking in most organizations in the enitre nation today. We talked a lot about the kids that are pushing the ballot in a new direction today. They're white, middle class, and usually (to the outsider) smelly and unshaven. Fine, we realize that. But for those of you that have tried to get activism booming throughout your campus....what side of the brain do we operate on? Are we logical? Or do we use too much inspiration without direction?

I'm not making any judgements against the SEC at SIUC becuase i haven't seen seen them. Just makes me wonder is all...the programing behind the scenes. If we want to breakdown the stereotype of "shut up hippy" then maybe we need to be a little more established in the distribution of skills into focus groups to make the show run. What these are specifically depend on the group and i know to little and am too intoxicated to propose such innovations.

isnt that funny




that its once again re-read and i still dont know what the hell i mean. o to contridict like contraceptives.