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i hate the smell of urine.
absolutely hate it.
my laundry room smells like piss...beach towels to soak up the mess in the back bathroom. They've been sitting there since saturday. No one wants to go to the store for laundry detergent. We used skin so soft hand soap instead. Now we need more towels.

the days are passing by. My sister wants to join the Red Cross. My dad wants to be like me. Says "You're Flexible." I say "just dont want to make any decisions."

There is a neon green plastic crocodile on my back porch, sitting still and pondering the ways of the weather. He was born of a chocolate egg someone bought for me on the bus ride into Kununurra. Now its winter in Chicago and he's not moving. We're not moving.

If i could make a living out of sharing a window with a train or bus, i would be delighted. Happy almost. An industrial sloth, five toes instead of three. Success and Riches. 'My Witness is the Empty Sky'

One big dumb smile.
have a nice one.