Saturday, October 01, 2005

I'll say it again

how many therapists does it take to change a light bulb?




only one.




but the light bulb has to really want the change.




This is beyond seeing everyone and admiring them for what they do.
This is beyond my irrational perfectionist need to be these people and do what they do.
I can write it off to a few things,
but i see the cliff up ahead
and i do
press on the gas instead

of the break.


everyone has plans they're not really committed to
everyone has dreams that they've decided they can't have
commitment means...
when youve given up?

How does one give up on something they can't even or ever realize?
o please, give me redemption
an aftermath
because im afraid
of what i have forgotten to do.

what to want
when what you get
every moment
is something better than anything
you could have asked for.

make it real
make it written
make it speak
make it paint
make it taste smell
make it
make it breathe
for which it becomes
something that someone else can see.
say you dont need anyone
you are sublime.
say you mean it
and no one believes you.
say you are in love
with this
i say you are not alive to love
i say you are an empty space of wasted energy
but nothing is still something.
describe the nothing

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h.d. says everything, but EVERYTHING, that happens and that has happened and that will happen is just "an echo of an echo in a seashell."

whatever that means. there's not time enough or space here, on this planet, for YOU to get every valuable thing you see and feel down on paper. that, to me, is very encouraging. probably doesn't help you much, but it helps me. :)

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